It just suddenly hit me...

[sanalayla]

Smallville is almost done. This show started when my son was barely 4 months old. He just celebrated his 10th birthday. This show is entwined with my memories of my 20s, my early marriage, my early motherhood. And being on the message boards is what helped me get through the loneliness of moving to a new state, where we had no family or friends. I've written about 1000 pages of Clois fanfiction. 

And - tomorrow - the show ends. I am feeling so much loss right now. 

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[verogeller.livejournal.com]

*hug*
We are all feeling the lost. I haven't thought much about it because I haven't allowed myself to, but once it finally hits me I know I'll break down. Hopefully i'll hang on til tomorrow

[ladygawain.livejournal.com]

I honestly have no idea what to do with it all. I just don't.

[shalimarfox80.livejournal.com]

I just don't know what I'll do. Sometimes I believe that rewatches of old seasons and reading (and may be writing) a lot of SV fan fiction might help me stay alive, but I honestly don't know what's going to happen to me after this Friday when it will finally end.

I mean, think about it. There will be no cliffhanger in this season's finale. We will get the culmination of a 10 year long story and that is it. The END. No more Comic Con announcements to look forward to, no more new spoilers from E! or Ausiello about Clois, no more ED or TW interviews on Clark and Lois!!!! No new Clois scenes.

Next time we'll see Clois in live action, two people other than Tom and Erica will be playing them, and we have no clue if they'll have the same magic that these two had.

And like you, I have so many memories attached to this show. The memories of my study days, my first job, my first promotion, being giddy on getting the internet on my phone for the first time just cause I could log on to DI and read new spoilers. I just don't know what I'll do without Smallville. I honestly don't.

[audrey229.livejournal.com]

I was doing ok until I saw the CW promo poster with the tagline.

That broke me big time.

[sanalayla.livejournal.com]

What CW promo with the tagline? I've been trying to avoid promos and spoilers, because I don't want to be too spoiled for the finale.

[audrey229.livejournal.com]

They released a promotional poster yesterday of Clark and Lois as bride and groom (the picture from the tvguide shoot) that said, "When he finally does take to the skies he's going to need her to ground him."

Commence my tears.

[fates3.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[selenewarrior.livejournal.com]

:( I teared up a little. I'm gonna miss this show. like, a lot.

[abbimorgan.livejournal.com]

At least we have each other, that we are not going through this alone. It is such a huge loss, which is weird to say about t.v. show, but Smallville has been such a part of my life, and it has allowed to me to fall into this imaginary world and I'm not ready to leave. Don't get my wrong, I love my "real world" my hubby and kids, job, and friends, but these characters are so special to me and I will miss them immensly. I;ve looked forward to each new episode and loved being "spoiled" all along the way. I've spent some time on the internet because of this show and read so much fanfic that when I think about the hours that I've spent doing so, I'm sure I would need to measure it in weeks not hours. I also like these actors that have embodied these characters and I will miss seeing them on a regular basis. I will follow their careers but I know that I will alway associate them to this show.

And I will also miss the fellow fans I have met along the way. I couldn't tell what a single one of you look like, but I feel like we have this bond, and that if I ever met another Cloiser in person, I know we would have lots to talk about. It is sad to think that we are all going to scatter as the summer months come upon us.

In the end, despite all the good and the bad from the show, I am so thankful that this show was a part of my lifetime. That I got to see it from beginning to end, and see two actors play so beautifully a couple that I have loved since I was a little girl and didn't even understand what relationships and even Superman mythology was all about, I just thought Lois was the coolest chick in the world and I wanted to marry Clark Kent myself. Well I married I did marry a blue eyed, dark hair, glasses wearing guy, whom I love a lot, but I do wish he would fly. ;)

Thanks Sana for all you writings and your thoughts over the years. I really have enjoyed everything you have produced. I wish you and your family nothing but the best and I hope that one day you write your own novel because I would definitely buy it.