It just suddenly hit me...
May. 12th, 2011 09:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Smallville is almost done. This show started when my son was barely 4 months old. He just celebrated his 10th birthday. This show is entwined with my memories of my 20s, my early marriage, my early motherhood. And being on the message boards is what helped me get through the loneliness of moving to a new state, where we had no family or friends. I've written about 1000 pages of Clois fanfiction.
And - tomorrow - the show ends. I am feeling so much loss right now.
And - tomorrow - the show ends. I am feeling so much loss right now.
no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 01:45 pm (UTC)We are all feeling the lost. I haven't thought much about it because I haven't allowed myself to, but once it finally hits me I know I'll break down. Hopefully i'll hang on til tomorrow
no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 02:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 02:52 pm (UTC)I mean, think about it. There will be no cliffhanger in this season's finale. We will get the culmination of a 10 year long story and that is it. The END. No more Comic Con announcements to look forward to, no more new spoilers from E! or Ausiello about Clois, no more ED or TW interviews on Clark and Lois!!!! No new Clois scenes.
Next time we'll see Clois in live action, two people other than Tom and Erica will be playing them, and we have no clue if they'll have the same magic that these two had.
And like you, I have so many memories attached to this show. The memories of my study days, my first job, my first promotion, being giddy on getting the internet on my phone for the first time just cause I could log on to DI and read new spoilers. I just don't know what I'll do without Smallville. I honestly don't.
no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 07:09 pm (UTC)That broke me big time.
no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 08:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-13 06:22 pm (UTC)Commence my tears.
no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 08:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-12 08:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-05-13 12:27 am (UTC)And I will also miss the fellow fans I have met along the way. I couldn't tell what a single one of you look like, but I feel like we have this bond, and that if I ever met another Cloiser in person, I know we would have lots to talk about. It is sad to think that we are all going to scatter as the summer months come upon us.
In the end, despite all the good and the bad from the show, I am so thankful that this show was a part of my lifetime. That I got to see it from beginning to end, and see two actors play so beautifully a couple that I have loved since I was a little girl and didn't even understand what relationships and even Superman mythology was all about, I just thought Lois was the coolest chick in the world and I wanted to marry Clark Kent myself. Well I married I did marry a blue eyed, dark hair, glasses wearing guy, whom I love a lot, but I do wish he would fly. ;)
Thanks Sana for all you writings and your thoughts over the years. I really have enjoyed everything you have produced. I wish you and your family nothing but the best and I hope that one day you write your own novel because I would definitely buy it.