It just suddenly hit me...

[sanalayla]

Smallville is almost done. This show started when my son was barely 4 months old. He just celebrated his 10th birthday. This show is entwined with my memories of my 20s, my early marriage, my early motherhood. And being on the message boards is what helped me get through the loneliness of moving to a new state, where we had no family or friends. I've written about 1000 pages of Clois fanfiction. 

And - tomorrow - the show ends. I am feeling so much loss right now.